Hi Marme

I am feeling your pain....as I read your message I cried and cried....because there is nothing worse than looseing your baby. I lost my baby at 23 wks and it was 14 wks ago. The worst is that in my case due to PE my baby was born and drs said she would be born dead but that was not the case they never saved her she was let to die.
That is the hardest thing a mom can go thru...I am sending you my shoulder with lots of hugs...I truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. Just rest sweety you will need lots of rest.

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I ma angry and I need to cry and I 'm not able to. I am carrying in my wom my dead son till wednesday and I don't know what to do I just want all of this to be a nightmare and that on wednesday my baby will cry when he enters this world but I know that is not going to happen cause he is a little angel already and this is killing me.

Im so sorry about this, it is unimaginable, uggh. hang in there, I hope the time passes quickly. Shock really masks what is happening emotionally, you will find tears and more anger, and more tears. But, you are still a mommy to your precious angel. It is not in the way you planned or hoped, but you are still a mommy. Take each day one minute at a time, it will truly help.

I cried some while Kylie was passing away, but I was in shock and somewhat numb until after her funeral. It was then that the tears came fast and furious. Try to be as gentle with yourself as possible. I'm thinking of you and your angel.

Mary, I think you are probably still in shock about what is happening, and of course you are angry. The tears will come at some point. Just take things minute by minute. HUGS

I ma angry and I need to cry and I 'm not able to. I am carrying in my wom my dead son till wednesday and I don't know what to do I just want all of this to be a nightmare and that on wednesday my baby will cry when he enters this world but I know that is not going to happen cause he is a little angel already and this is killing me.