by catherine » Fri Apr 23, 2004 04:08 am
To be honest Carol, I hadn't thought of it quite that way. I was just thinking that this, along with diet (not calorie intake, but quality of nutrition) are areas where "control" issues arise. I'm a product of my genes, whatever they may be, not in my area of control. In terms of what I can manipulate, I'm not now nor have been for many years overweight and feel that I achieved a reasonably adequate level of nutrition when I was pregnant (x3). I do still feel some level of guilt that I may have in some way contributed to getting preeclampsia. Last time around I was constantly trying to draw comparisons between my two previous pregnancies, with little or no success. I think I'm going to name the syndrome Post Preeclampsia Paranoia (PPP). I didn't start on some campaign to have the best possible pregnancy (health/excercise/diet/weight) when I found out that I was pregnant with Chloe, I hadn't the energy frankly. So, I did feel a bit that if it came back again, I would be partially to blame. Intellectually, I totally agree with the nutritional data etc. but there's still sometimes a disconnect KWIM?
Laboriously getting around to my point, is advice like this a double-edged sword? On the one hand here is something specific that you can do that might reduce some of your risk of a reoccurance (after all, it was a first-timers study) and we have all endlessly bemoaned the loss of control we felt; on the other hand, yet another stick to beat yourself with?
Catherine
Mom to Finn, Lucy (preeclampsia and HELLP) and Chloe.
Moderator HELLP Syndrome Survivors
To be honest Carol, I hadn't thought of it quite that way. I was just thinking that this, along with diet (not calorie intake, but quality of nutrition) are areas where "control" issues arise. I'm a product of my genes, whatever they may be, not in my area of control. In terms of what I can manipulate, I'm not now nor have been for many years overweight and feel that I achieved a reasonably adequate level of nutrition when I was pregnant (x3). I do still feel some level of guilt that I may have in some way contributed to getting preeclampsia. Last time around I was constantly trying to draw comparisons between my two previous pregnancies, with little or no success. I think I'm going to name the syndrome Post Preeclampsia Paranoia (PPP). I didn't start on some campaign to have the best possible pregnancy (health/excercise/diet/weight) when I found out that I was pregnant with Chloe, I hadn't the energy frankly. So, I did feel a bit that if it came back again, I would be partially to blame. Intellectually, I totally agree with the nutritional data etc. but there's still sometimes a disconnect KWIM?
Laboriously getting around to my point, is advice like this a double-edged sword? On the one hand here is something specific that you can do that might reduce some of your risk of a reoccurance (after all, it was a first-timers study) and we have all endlessly bemoaned the loss of control we felt; on the other hand, yet another stick to beat yourself with?
Catherine
Mom to Finn, Lucy (preeclampsia and HELLP) and Chloe.
Moderator HELLP Syndrome Survivors