Sending you and Soliel in heaven lots of love and strength. The pain and longing never ever goes away. I miss Mia everyday and I have since had children after Mia. Our love, memories, and bond with our children will always be eternal regardless of if they're physically next to us, across the country...

Hi everyone..I havent posted in this group for a while because Ive been trying so hard to get my life together between moving, graduating Grad school, being pregnant with my 2nd daughter Milania. Here is a recap to my story since we have found out a lot since Mia passed : On November 18 2010 I gave ...

Flori, My heart goes out to you and your beautiful daughter Gracie. I myself am also dealing with the loss of our first child, our beautiful daughter Mia and am stuck in self-blame and the hospital and my doctor (long story-posted under "devastated and heartbroken"). I am going to therapy for this a...

Also, i found that the way to maintain IUGR is bedrest. Is that true?

how do i pan someone or send a private message? I am trying to click on a members name after adding them on as a friend and I have no luck.

I know that I am not allowed to post any hospital names in the posts but, I keep regretting everyday that I did not have Mia transported to a childrens hospital in philadelphia because I found out that they have the best NICU in all of U.S. Initially, while Mia was doing great I started to do resear...

Hi Caryn, All im doing now is searching for drs and peri. that will look into my records and give me some insight on my condition. Unfortunately, a lot of doctors are saying that my dr "could have done other things" however, they can not comment or review records because they all somehow I guess kno...

Thank you very much teresatolman for your comforting and kind words. I am very sorry for the loss of beautiful angel Hannah. It must be so difficult to have to see the Dr when you are at work but you are a strong woman and I give you a lot of credit and respect. The more research I do and am able to...

Thank you very much for your sympathy Lola. Frogibe thank you as well and I really do hope Mia and Kelsie are playing with each other-they really are beautiful precious angels which one day we will all be together again..thats what I just have to keep telling myself-that Mia is always with me no mat...

Btw, my obgyn found elevated AFP at about 16 wks which he called me on a Fri. before labor day weekend telling me I had to wait until Tues. to get an ultrasound. Of course, I freaked out and told him i need to go immediately bc I wouldnt rest over the weekend. Why would he even do that if if he woul...