<t>I can understand, I had a miscarriage last year. The worst part is that it was after I had come to terms with another pregnacy, with risks. I have never lost a child, however due to HELLP I feel as though I lost out of the pregnancy experience. When I talk about it, others take it as me wanting a...

<t>I understand how you feel, the guilt:( It is difficult to wrap your head around and even moreso when everyone around you seems to be pregnant! It is always wonderful (NOT) when our loved ones give us their opinion about wanting more children. That is why this forum is so wonderful, it gives me a ...

I was wondering if anyone knows if there is a lower risk to developing HELLP if there is more time between pregnancies?

<t>Thanks for the kind words:) Yes, I did have 2 surviving babies one is 3 and the other is 5. Yes, the loss is great and it is something that feels like failure coupled with hidden messages. I can't help but think that perhaps I should take it as a sign, that I shouldn't proceed with another.<br/> ...

yes and I have none

<t>well I haven't been here in a while. I have had a crazy roller coaster with pregnancies HELLP with both one 24 weeks and the 2nd 32 weeks. I surprisingly became pregant last June and had a miscarriage. The doctors were happy, which was upsetting. They still have left me with a feeling of selfishn...

<t>this would have been my third pregnancy - first misscarriage. I would like to have another, but am nervous with all of the HELLP history, I had finally worked myself to a place of being okay, and knowing that HELLP could resurface again. Now...I just don't think I'll ever get to that place again....

Well, it is offical, I have miscarried. I am feeling numb and pretty rotten. Regardless of how far along, or the emotions associated with being high risk; it still really sucks.

went to specialist Monday, he drew blood, results suggest a miscarriage. I am going again today, will know for sure on Thursday, based on the hgh levels. I am feeling pretty empty right now.

Well, I have my appointment tomorrow with my specialist, however on Friday I got my period, very heavy. Does anyone know if this is a miscarriage? I took another pregnancy test, it was still positive, but the line was fainter? I am super confused right now?