Went back to the hospital today

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby rachel a » Mon Jul 04, 2005 09:41 am


I remember you in my prayers. Your courage and strenght is amazing.

I'm so glad that Carly's murmer is not seriuos and that she will have a buddy.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby dja » Sun Jul 03, 2005 10:33 pm

Susan - my heart goes out to you and your family at the loss of little Corine. My prayers are with you.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby april » Sun Jul 03, 2005 03:01 pm


I am so sorry to hear about your sweet baby girl, Corine. I have not been to the forum in a while, so I just found out. My heart breaks for you and your family. Unfourtantly, I know that feeling of hurt alittle to well.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby julie f » Thu Jun 30, 2005 08:00 am


It is so hard to step back into the place where you had to say goodbye to your angel... I remember feeling as though I might suffocate, the only way I made it through was to see it as a test of strength, one that I'm not sure I passed...

You did nothing wrong, your little baby girl was perfect. Too perfect for this troubled world. I am so sorry that you had to say goodbye so early in her sweet life.

My thoughts and prayers are continually with you and your family.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby madeleine » Wed Jun 29, 2005 04:39 pm

Susan, I can't say anything more than what's been said by your loving friends here but want you to know you are in my thoughts and prayers. So sorry your day was (more) painful but you have SO much strength, love and grace that is bigger than the pain.


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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby sweetiesuzy » Wed Jun 29, 2005 11:55 am

Susan -

I know the heartbreak of having to revisit the place where you had to leave your daughter. I am so sorry. You have strength because you did it and that is a step.

I am glad that Carly will not have to deal with a serious heart murmur. That is great news. I hope it resolves really soon for her. It is so hard when you can't find the words to tell your child that the baby is not coming home. I know that there are some books that you can get to help. Maybe Carly would be receptive to that. I know that my oldest son had a hard time. For us he was able to deal with it by drawing pictures of Chloe. He never saw her, but they were pictures of babies. He always signs her name on cards too. I think those things have helped him to remember her and validate her to others.

Please know in your heart that you did nothing wrong. You have made three very special babies in your life. None of it was a mistake and none of it was in vain. They each hold a special gift. Somehow they will each touch a heart and live on forever. I know I will always remember and honor their lives.

I am so happy to hear about your niece! What a blessing. I am looking forward to hearing how your days are with Carly and her.

Huge hugs & huge love -


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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby denise » Wed Jun 29, 2005 07:35 am

My thoughts are with you Susan, that must have been very difficult to go back to the hospital. I'm happy to hear Carly's murmur is innocent, that is good news.

Continued thoughts to you and your family.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby frasiah » Wed Jun 29, 2005 06:16 am

Susan, you and your family are never too far away from our thoughts. Please do not blame yourself... I am sorry that you had a rough day.

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby mom2tori » Tue Jun 28, 2005 08:33 pm

Sending lots of hugs your way Susan! I think of you all the time and am really sorry your day was such a tough one. Give Carly a hug for me, she sounds like such a sweetie

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Re : Went back to the hospital today

Postby angelkat » Tue Jun 28, 2005 08:12 pm


Your day must have been so hard. I know when I first walked back into the children's hospital after losing Katlyne I couldn't even get out of my car.

My thoughts are with you as always....

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