A place for those bereaved to receive and offer support
Sam, I know it is hard to make it through the day. It's not fair that everyone else's life goes on and we are left here empty. I don't know what your beliefs are but a friend of mine told me once that when I finally die and I meet my son in heaven do I want my testimony to be that his life brought me death or do I want it to be that his death brought me life. I don't want to disappoint my little Jake, so every day I try to make him proud of me. I do have my good days and bad days and we are entitled to them but I know Jake would not want me to just wallow up and die, he wouldn't want me to lose my spirit. So that is how I live every day and so far it is working. I do miss him dearly and I talk with him often. My dh always finds pennies on the floor and says that it is Jake saying, "Hi". I do hope you find peace and healing.
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