by calliesmom (22 Posts), Fri Apr 30, 2004 11:15 am
All of you echo how I feel whenever I see a baby. Jealous thoughts, a "hunger", all go through my mind. Sometimes, I even think about how I'll never get to do this or that with my daughter. I have been told NOT to become pregnant again, and my poor husband, after almost losing me twice doesn't want to risk it either. I have to say, seeing babies does not seem to be getting any easier. I lost Callie in November, and I'm not any better at handling it now. At first, I think I was just numb to everything, but now, all of it has settled in, and it can be just devestating. I am so glad that this forum exists. It is one of the few places I feel "normal".
Mom to Chase (born 31 weeks, c-section, due to severe pe)
to Callie, my angel, born 23 1/2 weeks, induced, stillborn, due to severe pe and HELLP