I lost my daughter Callie to severe PE and HELLP. I was induced when she was just shy of 23 weeks because my condition was deteriorating fast.
I am still riddled with guilt about being here when she is not and over things I could have done to prevent this from happening in the first place.
I am blessed to have a 12 year old son (also born early 31 weeks due to PE) who is happy and healthy, but I still feel Callie's loss daily. My son desperately wanted a little sister.
Thank you to everyone on this forum for listening. Today is such a horrible day, and to top it off, I had to come to work.