It was this time last year (6th May) I was diagnosed and admitted to hospital at 25+5 gestation with BP 190/110 and 3+ protein. The 7th late in the evening Alice died, despite having had apparently normal uterine artery blood flow and a normal ultrasound only a few hours earlier. There was nothing on the placenta to explain this - she was not severely SGA and I'll never really understand why she didn't get a chance in the NICU.
The next day I woke early about 29 pounds heavier and was transferred to intensive care due to BP of 230/110, falling o2 sats and 5 beats of clonus. I finally was stabilised later that day and delivered her very quickly in the early hours of the 9th May.
The trauma still makes me shake when I think about it, and the emotions being 6 weeks pregnant again (and fearing another mc, but fearing not miscarrying even more...) does not help.
I do want to thank you all for your support over the last year... I don't know where the time has gone, its passed in a blur really, especially last year from May to December.