by naomihope427 (247 Posts), Tue Jun 01, 2010 00:40 am
Oh how I am thinking of you and your sweet baby today. I am just crying my eyes out. I am having my first ever angelversary today June 1. I am pounding myself I wish I stayed in the room all night with Naomi. I remember going up to the NICU to say goodnight to her at 1am. And bc they didn't open right away I thought oh I will see her in the morning. This was the first day ever I stayed in hospital all night. But I stayed every single day for 10 hrs a day getting updates on her for 35 days. And I get the call at 3*46 am to come there. Thank GOD I was not at home when I got that call. I would have god knows what. I have 2 candles lit for Naomi now & watching them glow against her pictures. This is the hardest one of them days I never thought I would be going through. Hugs to you & your family.