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Postby holly3372@msn.com » Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:08 pm

by holly3372@msn.com (478 Posts), Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:08 pm

It will be 1 month tomorrow that my baby Benjamin died.I am dreading this my heart aches.
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby kerisue » Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:15 pm

by kerisue (623 Posts), Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:15 pm

One month down was really, really hard for me too Holly. I never understood how pain could be such an awful physical ache, but I do now. I'm so sorry about Benjamin.
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby sam10 » Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:49 pm

by sam10 (1436 Posts), Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:49 pm

So sorry you lost your Benjamin.
Every first is hard after a loss. This one especially. Will be thinking of you. (hugs)...
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby rosemary » Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:56 pm

by rosemary (2360 Posts), Thu Sep 16, 2010 11:56 pm

(((HUGS))) Holly...thinking of you and your sweet Benjamin.
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby miamibunnie » Fri Sep 17, 2010 12:27 am

by miamibunnie (510 Posts), Fri Sep 17, 2010 12:27 am

Every now and then, I feel like if my heart was pounding really fast and it is a pain that you only feel and it is not easy to explain. I feel like I am lost and question myself why why...and thats when I start to cry. It hurts so bad because it is something you are not expecting. I miss being pregnant and having her close to my heart.
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby wrennie » Sun Sep 19, 2010 10:26 pm

by wrennie (1019 Posts), Sun Sep 19, 2010 10:26 pm

so sorry for your loss, thinking of you and your angel..
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Re : 1 month tomorrow

Postby brandonsmommy0813 » Mon Sep 20, 2010 10:36 pm

by brandonsmommy0813 (4 Posts), Mon Sep 20, 2010 10:36 pm

Holly, I know exactly how you feel. I lost my 1st baby on 8/13/10...and I cried alot on the 1 month mark. I have to say that the last week has gotten easier. I've been back to work and too busy to sit around and "think". But as soon as I have my quiet moment, it all comes back. We have have to take it day by day at this point so close to our loss. I have read, and read, and read this forum since I got home from the hospital....and only today am I making my first post....to you.

Miamibunnie-What you wrote :
"Every now and then, I feel like if my heart was pounding really fast and it is a pain that you only feel and it is not easy to explain. I feel like I am lost and question myself why why...and thats when I start to cry. It hurts so bad because it is something you are not expecting. I miss being pregnant and having her close to my heart."

That is EXACTLY how it feels!!!!!!
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