Devastated and heartbroken

[holly3372@msn.com]

Jackie,
Your stor is truly hearbreaking. I felt like I was back where I was right before our son Benjamin was born. Our stories are so alike and I battle with anger toward my doctor and midwife as well. August will be 1 year he is gone. He was born at 26 weeks and lived for 4 months in that nicu.I thought we would take him home at the end of it all. There is nothing worse then going through what we have. I just want you to know you are not alone. Reading these posts though it makes me so sad has also helped me alot. Here,we understand. Sending love to you. xoxo