by email@example.com (478 Posts), Sat Mar 26, 2011 03:52 pm
Oh I know what you mean . I share those exact feelings about if we did have other children,how would I be?? I too have interviewed so many MFM's,Ob's and Hematologists....Ugh so exausting. I have been told so many different things now so it's all very confusing. Some say lovenox,some lovenox and low dose aspirin some say either way lovenox will not stop preeclampsia! Yikes lots to think about. Mostly though I just long for my beautiful baby boy. I know I cannot replace him,but it's him I want so badly. We lost him in august,it's over 7 months now. Some days go by so fast too fast,and some drag on. I hear that having another baby helps with the healing,I don't know. I don't know if I will be lucky enough to even get pregnant again and then stay pregnant. I just turned 39 and Max turned 40 xmas eve. I so want to be positive,I am just scared and heartbroken mostly.You are not alone my friend.
Benjamin Spider Reeves born 4-28-2010( 1lb 6oz 26 weeks to severe pre-e and Iugr) we lost you after 4 long months in the NICU. You fought so hard,and were so brave.Our first baby .We miss you everyday and love you forever xo
Expecting ,dreaming, and hoping for our baby Girl sometime in January 2013