As with everyone else here, I am so sorry. I too lost a son in February and it was the hardest thing that ever happened to me. I pray that as time goes on, you will hurt less. Grief is a long and difficult process. My husband and I have been going to a support group for parents who have lost babies once a month since my son died. It has been a great help to us. Especially since we grieve so differently. I think this forum is also a great help.
As many here have said, try very, very hard not to blame yourself. You did not choose to have preeclampsia. You did nothing to make it happen. This is not your fault.
Mother of Seth Russell, delivered 26 weeks due to PE 9/3/03-2/13/04
Due with baby # 2 Feb 1, 2005