Today I was driving with my daughter to go to the bookstore and drop off something for a friend. She lives near where I used to live when I was pregnant with Naomi. On the way back from my friends house, I drove over to where I used to live. I made a quick right turn, when I knew I probably shouldn't. This paticular street and area just SCREAM Naomi. It all flashes back to me. I remember I would drive just down the street to work, I was a nanny. I was SO happy, even tho I was seperated and on the verge of divorce from my then husband. I just was so happy carrying my little girl feeling her movements, all the while, I was getting very very sick, I had no idea what lay ahead of me.
i went and parked where I used to live and said to Sadie "this is where your mommy lived when I was pregnant with your sissy" and I just started to cry. I stared up and remembered I would always do my laundary up there outside. I walked to the stores which were right down the street. I remember everything. I just miss my little girl. And in 16 days, it will be 2 years since my Naomi has been gone. I cannot believe it. I miss her so very much.