Kidaboo- I lost a baby girl due to preeclampsia a year ago and it is the worst pain, the worst loss ever. I'm so sorry you had to experience that too (twice!) Before you try again I would definitely make a consultation appointment with a Maternal Fetal Medicine specialist/Perinatologist if you possibly can. And spend some time on this website researching and getting all your questions answered. That may help you feel slightly less stressed going into a next pregnancy. And when the loss of your Ky'mani gets to be too much- we're here for support too.
Mama to Millie
born June 2010 @ 24 wks. gestation due to my severe PE and CHF
lived 25 days, loved and missed