I'm with you, Val. I see women at work all of the time with 2, 3, sometimes 4 kids that are pregnant again! I have to look away because it breaks my heart every time. I think, why couldn't I have had that? Why couldn't I have babies whenever I wanted with no problems whatsoever?
I always wanted a big family, but with the risk of pre-e and the complications of having had a classical c-section, it's not looking good for me.