You could plant a flowering shrub or small flowering tree in his honor. Maybe create a little garden for him, as you are able. You could start with the tree/shrub and go from there. I think I have seen you say you are in california, so you could find something for your zone. Maybe something that has a beautiful color at this time of year, to remind you of his beauty.
Just a thought. I plan to create a garden space for my son, a little meditation garden. Thinking of you~Shannon
Shannonlynn-mommy to Frederick Otto "Fritzy"
born May 6, 2011, became an angel one hour later
Severe PE at 24 weeks to the day
Gavin Walden born 8-4-12,lovenox, folgard, lda, prenatals. PE and HELLP free.