I am feeling rather sad tonight. Chloe's birthday is approaching and I am experiencing feelings of reliving how everything was the year she died. I have strong assocations to smells, places, seasons etc. It is hard. This will be three years. Somehow I thought I would be a bit stronger this year, but I feel weaker. I wish she was here with us. Safe and warm. I miss her.
Thank you for letting me talk about her here. I treasure you all.
Aaryngston ~ 3/25/95
Chloe Rose ~ 10/26/01 Stillbirth
Samuel Isaac ~ 12/30/02
Laura Elise ~ 7/19/04
"Children will make love stronger, days shorter, nights longer, bankroll smaller, home happier, clothes shabbier, the past forgotten, and the future worth living for"