I just feel I have to out myself. You guys have been my support and strength - even when you haven't known it, especially those of you who are TTC or are pregnant again.
Well, it's official - me and DH are TTC. I am afraid and excited all at once. I know the realities. When people say, "It won't happen again" I know that they really don't have a clue about all of this and don't want to.
All I can do is do my best - somehow even with all that has happened -I know that God is the only one I can trust to see us through. And I know Isaiah is looking out for his mommy. . .
Thank you for listening.
Mommy to Isaiah Dumisani Millhouse
20 January - 17 February 2004
Born at 28 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia
Died at 28 days old of pneumonia
610 grams at birth
950 grams at death
My Angel Boy
"My firstborn, I will never forget you, always love you, and never replace you"