I am just feeling overwhelmed. Some of my saddest anniversaries are coming (22 Dec 03, diagnosed with PE and didn't leave the hospital again until 24 Jan 04), all of this TTC'ing and not knowing, all the babies around, everyone excited for Christmas, wondering what it is going to be like to go to the States in a couple of weeks, etc. I keep asking myself what did I do to deserve this??? [V]
I just don't know what to do, but thanks for listening.
Mommy to Isaiah Dumisani Millhouse
20 January - 17 February 2004
Born at 28 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia
Died at 28 days old of pneumonia
610 grams at birth
950 grams at death
My Angel Boy
"My firstborn, I will never forget you, always love you, and never replace you"