by joannek (193 Posts), Fri Aug 07, 2009 07:07 am
I woke up at 4:30 this morning out of a dream where the doctors told me they had to deliver. I am only 21 weeks, and I kept saying over and over "21 weekers don't make it." The doctor was explaining to me why it had to happen, but I wasn't hearing anything he was saying because I just kept thinking about my little baby girl and how I was going to lose her.
It made me feel better to feel her kicking around in me while I lay there in bed after I woke up. I will be so relieved after this pregnancy is over (hopefully without incident)
I don't know how you ladies out there who go through more than one subsequent pregnancy after PE/HELLP do it. This is SOOO not fun.