Well the Le leche (sp) lady wasn't much help :( I guess I got a newbie or something. She was super smart and had a couple tips, but the end result is I need to buy an SNS to wear and try---my last hope. At the end of the hour she spent here, she told me that her senior person is an expert in preemies----------uh--------great. Little late. Apparently she was going to come with her but couldn't for whatever reason. Ugh. So, I woke up, cleaned my apartment, showered, dressed, makeup, got anna dressed and barely ate before she was here, I was in a hot sweat from it all----and now I have an exhausted boy from the half our I woke him up early and the 15 minutes we practiced---fun. I'll update when I get the sms. i went to buy one in town, the only place that supposedly has them, they were out.