Now I had ectopic pregnancy

[holiday]

*sigh*

I'm getting close to the one year mark of having HELLP and now I had an ectopic pregnancy. I lost both of my tubes. I have never lost a baby before and there are so many emotions. So many emotions before this even happened because it's almost my preemie's birthday. Just trying to sort through everything. It's alot to take.

If anyone is interested I plan on talking about prematurity/HELLP etc on my blog this month. I have never written out my baby's birth story but I'm going to do it. I have been avoiding it.
www.mommyoffaith19.blogspot.com

[jenn]

Holly, ((HUGS)) I'm so sorry for all that you are going through :o(
Preemie birthdays are especially emotional and your new loss has added to that, please take time for yourself to grieve and heal - physically and emotionally.
If there is anything I can do, please don't hesitate.
In my thoughts, Jenn

[annes]

I am so sorry to hear about your recent loss. The emotional and physical recovery can be really hard. Take care of yourself.