With Isabella I had to pump for the first 10 weeks. It took me 3 visits to 2 different lactation consultants but she finally started nursing. The pumping was uncomfortable and exhausting and I hated it. I thought about quitting so many times but we finally got things clicking. She nursed till she was 20 months [:I] and even then it was a struggle to get her to stop.
Hang in there! I hope it will get easier for you.
Laura 32
DH 32
Isabella 11/25/01 - 30 wks -severe pe
Hoping for another girl 8/24/04
