Hi, sorry I'm joining a bit late -- don't know how I missed this post earlier.
Jenny, just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in your feelings. I have been having a hard time for the past few weeks -- it was a year ago that I had my pree fun. All of us have been touched so deeply by our experiences with this disease...the pain and truama does fade, but never goes away completely.
Here's a link to a post I made awhile ago talking about some of the same feelings. I am posting it because there are some wonderful, heartfelt responses from some of the amazing women here, particularly Mom2Gigi's response:
Please know that you are not alone in your feelings, and we are all here for you if you ever need to talk. Let us know how things are going.
Local Coordinator, Utah
DH, Scott, 26
Maggie Lylas, 6/9/03, 29 weeks, severe pre-e