Last night, DH and I had a serious talk about TTC. He thinks we should wait a little longer before TTC. He is not sure if this is worth my life. Although I am afraid of dying, I cannot let that fear dictate my life. He will do whatever I want because he loves me and will go along with what I want. However, i want him to be completely on board. I want only positivity, and any negativity gives me second thoughts. I am turning 39 in April 2011, and I have an underlying disease. If I wait so many things can change. My disease can become active and at that point I would have to wait at least 6 months to try again. I love my DH, however, I just do not think some men understand that we all cannot just sit and wait. Is anyone else having second thoughts? How are you overcoming those thoughts?
Miscarriage at 8 weeks (2006)
Had to terminate pregnancy at 22.5 weeks, July 2010 , due to Pre-e.
Miss my baby girl, Hailey rose everyday. I will never give up.
Pregnant again, due in July. Dear God, I leave it in your hands. I feel so blessed.
Miscarried at 8.5 weeks. Devastated and Sad.