by wcarder (934 Posts), Thu Jul 08, 2004 06:05 am
My husband and I talked all night last night, CONVINCED i was pregnant. He was really nervous at first. See, we met when my little girl was about twenty months, and the two of them are INLOVE! It's the best thing ever,and we always wanted another as soon as we got married. However, one day he decided to research PE and developed a horrible fear of me having another baby. Every day we go back and forth, should we try? So, last night we talked about the possibility of me being pregnant, as I was four days late and counting. By the end of our conversation, we were both totally psyched to find out for sure. so, this morning I woke up and we were both anxious to test, but AF greeted me instead. Totally unexpected - she came with no symptoms at all. So, I thought I should test anyway, and it said no baby. My husband and I were so disappointed! It's actually fantastic that this all happened, as I said before - divine intervention. We want a baby so bad, and soon because the noodle is getting so big! But its very scary, and we couldn't decide if this really was the right time. Now, because of the way this whole thing made us feel, we KNOW that we are ready. So, we can do it the right way now. I'm making an appointment with the peri and we are going to try for that baby with his go ahead. I'm VERY excited! Wish me luck!
DD-Kenzie Celeste, 30 Weeks - severe PE, 3 pounds, 2 oz.
Now almost FIVE!!!