by fineolin (54 Posts), Mon May 23, 2011 06:57 pm
I have been TTC for 3 months, and I am beginning to feel it might not happen again. I turned 39 in April, and right now I am ovulating early, right after my period ends. I did not know that I was ovulating early until a blood test at my doctors office confirmed I had already ovulated. I usually spot for days before my period actually arrives, so i always counted from the day of when the period started. Well it seems that i should count from the day I start to spot. The last two times I became pregnant were totally by accident. Now that I am planning to get pregnant I feel as though I will discover things that I do not want to find out. I feel the stress of trying to get pregnant, and I am afraid that stress will make it difficult for me to conceive. I know that women are having babies later, however, I am scared that Hailey Rose was my last chance to be a mother. When do you give up and let go of your dreams???
Miscarriage at 8 weeks (2006)
Had to terminate pregnancy at 22.5 weeks, July 2010 , due to Pre-e.
Miss my baby girl, Hailey rose everyday. I will never give up.
Pregnant again, due in July. Dear God, I leave it in your hands. I feel so blessed.
Miscarried at 8.5 weeks. Devastated and Sad.