It's sooo frustrating not having a crystal ball, and so many things are unknown. One thing I took comfort in was knowing that, even though everything was totally out of my control- what was firmly in control was myself. You go into your next pregnancy a completely different person. There is no naivete. You know your body better than any MD you'll ever see and you are so keenly aware of what can happen. You understand so much more about the disease and are a completely different partner to your medical team in the process.
Whatever your decision, and whenever you choose to make it I wish you the most amount of peace possible.
2008-Our Baby Girl, PTL born too early at 30w6d, Fought so hard... Forever Loved & Missed
2010- Lil' Bro, Pre-E at 29 weeks... Induced at 36w6d, Born 37w
2012- Lil' Sis, Super-imposed pre-e at 25 weeks, PTL & GD at 35 weeks, Evicted 36w