Hi Jen (przygoda), I did ask for my hospital records and read through them, and when i came through the description of my baby's birth all i could do was cry. I wish she could forgive me for not being the first one to wrap her around my arms! i think i have healed spiritualy after more than one year.
I can still remember when i first walked into the nicu, the nurses were so amazed at my recovery, and one of them was telling the others who i was, apparently i was some news! When i read n=my hospital report there's no mention of HELLP, PRE ECLAMPSIA or even PLACENTA ABRUPTION. They told me i had that at the doctor's.