We have one pampers commercial here and my DH says he doesn't like it because it makes him think of Isaiah. I saw an e-mail he wrote to his sister saying how upset he was - but a lot of the thoughts he doesn't share with me. I saw the other day he was writing a poem called "My Son." Other than that he whistles and sings songs all day. Don't get me wrong, he tries and he is really the greatest. This week I have been at an all-time low, barely speaking - he doesn't know what to do with me and neither do I. Thank you Callie's Mom and angelKat for letting me know that I am not alone.
Mommy to Isaiah Dumisani Millhouse
20 January - 17 February 2004
Born at 28 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia
Died at 28 days old of pneumonia
610 grams at birth
950 grams at death
My Angel Boy
"My firstborn, I will never forget you, always love you, and never replace you"