I'm so very sorry for the loss of your little girl. I lost my baby about one year ago. She was 24 wks. Now that one year has past, I think the absolute worst was the first three months when I could hardly get out of bed. Then the bad days started growing a little further apart. Somebody once told me that grief is like a spiral. We start out in the vortex, and as we move out, we hit the grief less as the spirals grow wider and wider. This foundation has helped so much, and I also have seen a counselor/therapist for most of the year. That has helped too. My heart goes out to you. Little Callie, wherever she is, is now at peace. It's very difficult right now, but it will not always be this painful.