by michal (20 Posts), Fri Dec 05, 2003 02:15 am
I would like to tell you how sad I am that another woman has lost her baby due to the ravages of preeclampsia .
I also lost my baby daughter ,Dina a month ago . She was born ar 25w4d and only lived for 5 days .
Initially I was numb with shock and did not quite internalize what happened until a week later when I came home and then the sadness started , being at home without my newborn baby .
I spent alot of time sleeping in the first couple of weeks , and in between that crying . It feels like you are in this deep abyss and you just cannot get out .
I knew that I had to carry on for my five year old daughter's sake .
We speak a lot about our baby Dina who we lost . She is the most comfortable out of all my family and friends to talk about Dina !
Each time we have a little chat , ,I shed some tears and she comforts me as best as a 5 year old knows to comfort !
I am sending lots of hugs your way .
( Mom to Tali aged 5 , 5/3/1998 32 weeks , PE and HELLP , mom to my first angel 20/2/2002 , 20 weeks , PE and HELLP , mom to my seccond angel Dina Chaya Hodaya , 29/10/2003 - 4 /11/2003 , PE and HELLP )