by amillhouse (587 Posts), Wed Aug 04, 2004 12:17 am
Catherine, thanks for your idea. I hope that you or anyone never see yourself as butting in. I like to think all of us are in this together, those of us with living angels and heavenly ones. Right now, money is a huge issue, still paying docs bills and then some. But I have often thought about what to do with the room and I will add that idea to the list. Unfortunately, Gloria I am not assuming about my DH, I am quoting him, that he has gotten over it, accepted it. I still don't understand what that means. I have a hard time getting over how he handled M-day. He did nothing special though I told him in advance that I wanted to be acknowledged. Today, we argued and he said Mother's Day was about Isaiah. I said, not it was about me. He doesn't get it. That is just an example. It is very hard when you and your DH don't feel the same way about things. I just feel that God has been very cruel to me. I feel so lost and alone - don't get me wrong, I am grateful to you guys. By the way, I spraned my ankle today so I am at home at least until Tuesday. Thanks for the hug Aimee.
Mommy to Isaiah Dumisani Millhouse
20 January - 17 February 2004
Born at 28 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia
Died at 28 days old of pneumonia
610 grams at birth
950 grams at death
My Angel Boy
"My firstborn, I will never forget you, always love you, and never replace you"