Thank you for sharing your feelings. I'm coming up on my son's birthday in five weeks. I only lost him 5 months ago. I know it's going to be a hard day for me as well. I understand when you say it is comforting to know that you will always grieve on that day. I feel the same way. It's so good to know there are other people out there who understand. I too hope that God will give you understanding or at least peace in your heart about your loss. I don't know if there are always answers, but I know that peace can be achieved. I wish you and your family the best.
Mother of Seth Russell, delivered 26 weeks due to PE 9/3/03-2/13/04
Due with baby # 2 Feb 1, 2005