Heather, I am so sorry about your son and mine as well - all of our losses. It is so unfair. I honestly don't even know myself anymore, it's like I am a whole new person, a mom who has lost her firstborn. I never thought my life would be like this.[V]
Your DH seems great. I have applauded him for posting so much here in this area almost exclusively made up of women.[^]
Heather, I am curious about the fluid in your lungs and the blood clot? I am preparing to go to a specialist to check out a lot of things, namely my HBP that has just come back. When I was pregnant, I was so sick, so much mucous - nose, ears, throat. I was constantly spewing (sorry to be so graphic). Though I know these can be normal preg syptoms, I always thought it was so wierd. And now, I happen to have flu and all the symtoms are back again AND my BP is up (I am definitely NOT preg). I dunno it is just wierd to me and I am wondering if anyone else experienced these things, as well as extreme nausea? Just curious. . .
Mommy to Isaiah Dumisani Millhouse
20 January - 17 February 2004
Born at 28 weeks due to severe pre-eclampsia
Died at 28 days old of pneumonia
610 grams at birth
950 grams at death
My Angel Boy
"My firstborn, I will never forget you, always love you, and never replace you"