by Jackie R (18 Posts), Fri Mar 04, 2011 10:53 am
Hi Ladies! Thank you for being so welcoming and understanding. I apologize that it took me a while to respond-my husband saw I was very depressed so he suprised me with a trip to Miami to get out of cold, gloomy NY. I apologize for writing hospital names, etc.. I am now aware of the rules. The weather was good but of course I saw some of my friends that have babies. Even though I am truly grateful for them and love their babies dearly, I was sad because the whole time while I was pregnant with my daughter we were making plans how our children will play together. I am so sorry for your losses and truly respect the strength that you all show. Naturally, being a strong and positive person, I wish one day I will be better. It just seems that theres no light at the end of the tunnel and everyday is a constant struggle. I dont want to commit suicide, but rather want to do anything just to be with my Mia again-even if its for a brief moment.
As much research as Ive been doing, I just dont understand why my doctors didnt attempt to put me on bedrest or even utter the words "high-risk" or "preeclampsia." I was showing signs of abnormal swelling and my baby had SGA and IUGR and they kept telling me that everything was fine. I believed since Im a petite girl that my baby girl was just small since they werent doing anything or telling me anything. Was there anything that couldve been done? Did anyone's doctor give any treatment to try to prolong the pregnancy?? Ugggh, I wish I could turn back the hands of time.....
me (29) hubby (32)
proud Mommy to our beautiful & precious angel Mia-"Forever Loved, Always Missed, Never Forgotten"
born on Nov. 18, 2010 (29w3d) due to severe pre-e and IUGR, became an angel on 12/14/2010 due to hospital negligence in NICU-hospital acquired infection.
"If love could have saved you, you would have lived forever my sweet precious Mia"
proud Mommy to Milania born on April 3, 2012 at 37 weeks PE free-on LDA, Lovenox, Vitamin D, Calcium & Bedrest
Thank You my sweet precious Mia for safely placing your baby sister into our arms <3