Does this belong on Grief and Loss or Preg Again? This week I found out baby #3 is a girl. It was kindof easier w/ Kyle being being a boy after losing FB. I can't really say how I feel now. I feel conflicted and confused. And sad. I wanted a girl so long ago, it seems. Now I love a boy. Will I be able to love a girl again?
Oh, and it is June again. Stupid June. but...I'm doing better than last year - thankfully. I think a lot of that was untreated PPD on top of subsequent pregnancy grief stuff. I guess I can be grateful that's over and treatable in the future.
Katie, married to Doug. Mom to Fiona Elizabeth, stillborn June 21, 2008 @ 26w; Severe Preeclampsia. Loved. Kyle James, born October 29, 2009 @ 39w; Healthy and PE Free!!! Josephine, born Nov.17, 2011 @ 39w; PE free again. Woot!