The low days are hard. I lost my daughter around the same time. I think about her several times every day. Some days are OK and other days are a horrible mess. I don't think the sadness and loss ever go away, but the low days do space themselves further apart. Go easy on yourself.
Amy, mom to almost 5
Quinn, 4/28/06, no complications
Lou, 5/8/09, no complications
Rosie, 3/13/11-3/29/11, eclampsia at 27 weeks and then died from NEC
Sara, 5/3/12, no complications other than an obscene amount of monitoring
Baby #5 due in 2/15