email@example.com wrote:Hey,thanks for this! I am not trying as of yet. I have been on the fence about it. I am truly so scared to have to watch another baby go through even a moment of the nicu again. I am so lonely for my baby.I have seen many specialists and although none have said "Do not get pregnant again" all have warned that I am at greater risk of getting pre-e again. I have no underlying clotting disorders as far as any testing they have available all were negative. Some docs say lovenox,others say no. I am going to be 40 in march,with no children. Since I lost my son it has been very hard for me to stay motivated to care for myself.
Lately though I have been feeling this very faint glimmer of hope. I want to lose the extra weight I haven't taken of since pegnancy. I have a feeling once I do,it's going to happen, I am going to give it a go. I think January. I hope and pray.
flori wrote:What are you finding most stressful this time around?
Even though we are not TTC yet, I have been researching drug costs. Turns out my insurance does not cover Lovenox and should I need it, it would be over $1200 a month out of pocket. I told DH about it, and we are both fine spending any amount of money, but it is still intimidating. I know that the experts say Lovenox is not the cure-all, but I would like to feel like I am doing everything possible.
How are you feeling. No really, how are you feeling about this?
I am absolutely terrified. I am terrified PCOS will keep me from getting pregnant. I am terrified of the cost of Lovenox. I am terrified of losing another baby. I am terrified of never having living children. I am terrified!
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