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Christmas and disgusted

Postby S.Jordan444 » Sat Dec 24, 2011 05:09 pm

i hate the fact that this day is here and i see people happy and im misrable inside. i miss my son so much he would have been 2 months now a perfect size for the xmas pajamas we bought him that i found my wife clutching and crying over 2 days ago i feel so helpless. i must push on with our daughter layla being 3 yrs old she knows exactly what xmas is and she loves santa claus and the pretty houses, she keeps me putting one foot in front of the other. i am greatful my son saved my wife i dont what i would do with out her my rock. i hope everyone that is feeling the same way i feel can find some way to cope.

P.S is it weird i just bought my son a pair of sneakers i know hes not here but my plans where to buy them for me my wife and layla and i did but i would not have been able to exclude SJC ill save them for his return.

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Re: Christmas and disgusted

Postby sam10 » Sat Dec 24, 2011 08:06 pm

Christmas is a hard time for many of us! Especially the first time around. Two years ago I was hospitalized on the 23rd of Dec. only to bury my son in mid January! It is a tough time, nevertheless I put up a tree this year and trying to participate in the celebrations. Thinking of you and your family, and especially your little precious Scottie!
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Henry (1/1/2010-1/7/2010) - forever loved and missed; severe PE with Hellp; partial placental abruption, classical c-section at 25.6 weeks
Matilda (Nov. 2012, born at 35.4 weeks) - severe PE


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Re: Christmas and disgusted

Postby brandib » Sat Dec 24, 2011 10:32 pm

I'm so sorry for your loss! Your video is breathtaking <3
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Re: Christmas and disgusted

Postby kerisue » Mon Dec 26, 2011 00:15 am

Christmas is tough I agree. I was thinking about my daughter being a toddler now and getting into everything and loving the twinkling lights. *sigh*
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