AGHHHH!!! Baby would not cooperate for the amnio yesterday. Labs came back normal but the MFM said that didnt necessarily mean I didnt have pre-e. Something about certain levels being low but its normal for them to be low in pregnancy... idk. The fluid level was a 12 but it was evenly disributed and they couldnt find a big enough pocket to draw from. I begged him to let me walk around for a bit and drink a ton and come back and he agreed. I walked for an hour and drank 60 oz of fluid and went back only to see that nothing had changed. He appologised and said he wanted me to do ANOTHER (this makes the 6th or 7th) 24 hour urine on Sunday, and turn it in on Monday, do more labs, check the fluid level and if all that was still normal, he would attempt the amnio again (but at that point I would be a day shy of 38 weeks so I really dont see the point but insurance now wont pay for a delivery before 39 weeks without bad labs..and being symptomatic alone isnt enough of a reason). AGHHH!!! Im so frustrated that im ready to give up. Im ready to stop checking my bp, stop calling in for concerns.. im ready to stop thinking about it. I have not slept in 4 night b/c the headache is so bad in the evenings. I cant take it anymore and im starting to wonder if its all in my head.
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#1 Addison~ 5-31-07 emergency c-sec 35 weeks. 4 lbs 12 oz. (IUGR, PRE-E, fetal distress)-had to be delivered so fast they broke her leg during delivery.
#2 Lucas~ delivered @ 36 weeks 6 lbs 10 oz. (PIH, PRE-E)
#3 Harper Lily-delivered @ 37.6 weeks 7 lbs (PIH)