I know there is that two year window/seven year window... and I'm 8 years out now. I also got divorced and married to someone else.... I'm giving myself a 50/50 chance because it is just all so different now... and I'm either going to get PE again or not get PE again.... Just so frustrating not to have a crystal ball that will tell me if/when I will get pregnant... if the baby will be okay... if I will be okay... I know no one has that, but it just seems like for the most part people see two lines, start making great plans, and then have a healthy baby... I want to badly to be excited about trying, and everything that goes with it but I'm truly terrified. Since so many things are different, and I will be on LDA and heparin when I do get pregnant I feel like I have a better chance now then I did the first time, but I'm scared... and I'm so bad with the unknown and waiting... I guess I just needed to vent!!
Val (34) & Carlos (32)
Married: April 29th 2011
Veronica Rosina, 11/25/2004-11/27/2004
Born at 26.5 weeks (1 lb 4oz, 14 inches) because of severe preeclampsia (doc says I was on my way to HELLP but not there yet)
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Expecting our first together! EDD 12/15/13... hoping to make it to 37 weeks 11/24/13
Beta 12dpo 34, Beta 27dpo 11,922. 1st u/s 6w5d, measured 6w3d HR 132, 10w3d HR175