I understand your fears completely. As I approach 20 weeks, I get more and more nervous. Just try to relax as much as possible. It helps me calm down when I tell myself that getting anxious will only increase my BP and there's nothing I can do to prevent pre-e, so I just have to hope to for the best.
As far as the morning sickness... I did not really have it with DD, I was nauseous but never really got sick. This time however, I'm having another girl but I had pretty rough morning sickness. So, I'm hoping in my case.. that it means that my body grew a nice healthy placenta (hence all the sickness because of hormones?) and this time will be different. It's so hard to know though. Every pregnancy is different.
I wish you the best though for a nice long, healthy pregnancy! I know that's all we all want.
Leslie (26) DH (28)
Chronic hypertensive since age 17
DD- born April 24, 2011 due to severe pre-e at 29w1d weighing 2lbs, 11oz
Diagnosed with homozygous MTHFR C677T
Pregnant with #2! Due 9/2/13 but will deliver at 36-37 weeks due to classical csection.
(Labetolol, HCTZ, Aspirin 81mg, Calcium, Mag, Zinc, D, Fish Oil, Fiber gummies, Folic Acid)