by steelsword328 (86 Posts), Sat Jun 05, 2004 05:05 am
I saw the dreaded pre-period spotting yesterday. Which usually means I'll start in 1-2 days. It sucks for many reasons....
1.) I'm not pg
2.) Last cycle was 26 days, this cycle will be 24-25 days--it's never consistent
3.) I have to spend $30 on an ovulation kit and start charting
4.) And...it just plain sucks!!!!!![:(]
I just sat down and cried last night. This is only our first month of "real trying"-although I have been off the pill for over a year now--but it is still disappointing. I'm not really sure what's going on with my cycles and I'm really afraid I'll have to take Clomid again. Dh is terrified of having a mulitiple birth. (We only had one last time-but per ultrasound, I released 3-4 eggs!!!!)
I know several people who conceived twins on Clomid. He was so terrified that at first he told me he didn't want me to take Clomid again this time TTC. I told him it may be our only way and to just chill out!!! He backed down after a few days and said he would just take a "wait and see aprroach"
Doc wanted me to TTC for about 4 months before going back to see him b/c he says that what the "average" couple takes to get pg. But, if I can show him with my charting and ovulation kit results this cycle or maybe one more cycle that I'm not ovulating, maybe he'll go ahead and put me on Clomid. We'll see.
Thanks for listening. I'll be spending the morning sulking--it's rainy outside today anyway[:(]
Renee mom to Alyssa-26wkr-1lb 4oz.-severe PE-now a happy and healthy 2 year old!