You are definately NOT crazy. You ARE a mother, even though your child isn't with you. If you child died as a toddler or teenager, would anyone not consider you a mother, NO. If you mother died, would anyone not consider you a daughter, NO. People may just think it is too hard and make it harder on you to bring up your baby, they just don't understand. I really hope the people closest to you do. I wish I could give you a hug too.
Take care and I hope your mother's day is peaceful. HUGS
Tyler - 4 (36 wks, PIH)
Angel baby - 1/20/03 (11 wks)
Faith Kristine - 1/5/04-1/30/04 (30 weeks due to severe preeclampsia, passed due to NEC & Sepsis(premie complications))