I knew this day was comming. But somehow it still snuck up on me.
Today was my due day for Blaze.
I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it, or dwell. It's just the final chapter book I suppose.
I miss him like crazy and talk to him daily. We still have his ashes in our room. I'm not ready to give him up. I think he's at peace still being a part of our family and watching us from the shelf. I pass by and give him a kiss when I feel the urge.
I hope he plans to be a big brother guardian angel, we could sure use an ace on our side.
Well, I love you Blaze. All day everyday, with all my heart. You taught me so much in our short time together. I promise to extend that to others.
Have Happy Due-Day!
Love, mommy, daddy, jaidyn, and baby
Shad DH (28)
Jaidyn 1.24.01 (30 wkr)
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