A sad day that will live in my heart forever

[paljane8]

It is so good to hear from you, Jennie. What a special way to say good bye...well not good bye but, see you some day. Take care of yourself.

Nancy-35
dh-34
ds-8yrs
dd-7yrs
Scott-born 05-14-99 @38 weeks-PE
Janie-born 05-12-03 @37 weeks-PIH, small for gestational age (oligo and low blood flow)
http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/4/4lbs/

[nunyobizniz5]

Dear Jenni;

I am so sorry about your loss. I just read your letter and I was touched. I will be in prayer for you and I don't think there are any comforting words to say to someone who has loss a child. But of prayer.

God Bless You,
C

[jenn]

*deep breath*
I knew this day was comming. But somehow it still snuck up on me.
Today was my due day for Blaze.
I wasn't going to make a big deal out of it, or dwell. It's just the final chapter book I suppose.
I miss him like crazy and talk to him daily. We still have his ashes in our room. I'm not ready to give him up. I think he's at peace still being a part of our family and watching us from the shelf. I pass by and give him a kiss when I feel the urge.
I hope he plans to be a big brother guardian angel, we could sure use an ace on our side.

Well, I love you Blaze. All day everyday, with all my heart. You taught me so much in our short time together. I promise to extend that to others.

Have Happy Due-Day!
Love, mommy, daddy, jaidyn, and baby
XOXO

Jennie (24)
Shad DH (28)

Jaidyn 1.24.01 (30 wkr)
Severe PE/HELLP
2lb. 12oz.

Heavenly Angel:
Blaze
12.6.03
(miscarriage)

EDD- Thanksgiving! 11.25.04

http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/j/jaid/

[angelkat]

Jennie...

Sending you extra hugs today!... Happy due date Blaze, may you comfort your mommy today and always....

Hugs
~T
Moderator Grief and Loss
Mommy to
Drew(13)
Ky (11)
~i~ Katlyne(12/9/02-04/02/03) & Casey (EDD 09/10 or 09/11-Sure he will be here in Aug)
Katlyne's Tribute Site
http://forevernetwork.com/lifestories/lifestory.cfm?Archive_ID=10971&Directory=/Archives/MountHope&Sort=V

[meljoi]

Jennie.....
I am so so sorry for you.
Your little angel is looking down on you today and always.
I'm thinking about you.

Melissa Joi 32
DH Jeremy 43
mama to Peyton John 12/04/00 (severe pre-e @ 38wks)
2nd babe due 11/26/04

[craigh]

You and your family are in my thoughts a prayers Jennie. I can imagine today is very difficult for you, Shane's due date is July 15th I am not sure how I will deal with that day. I admire your courage. Happy due date Blaze!

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Mom and I love and miss you very much.. Shane Andrew, April 25, 2004

[jenn]

Melissa, Thanks! I know he is too!

Jennie (24)
Shad DH (28)

Jaidyn 1.24.01 (30 wkr)
Severe PE/HELLP
2lb. 12oz.

Heavenly Angel:
Blaze
12.6.03
(miscarriage)

EDD- Thanksgiving! 11.25.04

http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/j/jaid/

[jenn]

Craig,
Thank you so much! But I admire you in return. Your courage to find answers so soon after your loss is worth admiration. My husband is no where near where you are with this tackling this.
I'm happy you found this website to help you and your wife start to understand and grieve. This website alone has really helped me to find the courage we talk about.

May your family be in my thoughts and prayers!!!




Jennie (24)
Shad DH (28)

Jaidyn 1.24.01 (30 wkr)
Severe PE/HELLP
2lb. 12oz.

Heavenly Angel:
Blaze
12.6.03
(miscarriage)

EDD- Thanksgiving! 11.25.04

http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/j/jaid/

[julie f]

Jennie,

Lots of hugs and prayers coming your way.

Julie (27)
Zachary James, 7/22/03-7/27/03, born at 26wks - severe pe

Praying for a miracle... TTC #2 is a go!

Southern California Coordinator