In my previous entry I did not mention my beautiful daughter. Her name was Ezmeralda
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In my previous entry I did not mention my beautiful daughter. Her name was Ezmeralda Destiny Bateast. she was was so beautiful. She looked like a little angel. She looked just like her daddy. I was put to sleep when I had my c-section, so I did not know she did not make it until I woke up. I could not cry because I knew she was with God. It is now 10 months later and I can cry now. I feel her loss all the time and wish to God she was with me. I will always have her in my heart and she will always be my first baby. Some of my friends tell me that everything will be ok. I know that they mean well, but they do not understand the pain and loss I went through. I am so happy that I found this site. I finally feel like someone understands what I feel. I wish everyone the best and I will pray for all those women who have been through and are going through the horrible effects Preeclampsia/Eclampsia
My previous entry was anonymus. It is from Tx on 15 July 2003, @ 115pm.